It’s funny how things become harder the longer you leave them. Skip the gym one day? No big deal you’ll get back on it the next day usually. Leave it for 2 weeks/one month/a year etc and you’ll make excuse after excuse as to why you’re not going to go today. Then there is how days become weeks which then turn into months when you leave it too long to pick up the phone and call somebody who at one point in your life, you’d spend hours each day hearing about every minor detail of their life. You could talk for hours and hours about everything and anything. Then you drift so much that the person who at one point you confided in above everybody else, is now a stranger. You don’t know where to start and all you can muster is small talk; ‘How are you, how’s work, any plans for the summer’. Standard bullshit that you give to the guy you run into on the bus that you were in school with but you never particularly liked anyway. We all let it happen. That’s how I feel about writing this blog right now.